1: Hope I'm feeling like I'm still in the same old situation I'm speaking but no one's listening, it's the same old conversation But I know there's no hope But I know there's no hope I'm waiting for something, something to happen I'm hating procrastinating but I can't find the motivation But I know there's no hope But I know there's no hope And you can't believe you're walking through this hell Cause all you wish to be - wish you were someone else And all hope's lost again I'm seeing but not believing, is it just my imagination ? I'm dreaming of devastationof this whole entire generation But we know there's no hope But we know there's no hope 2: Weeds If tomorrow never shows I want you all to know That I loved you all, you're beautifull And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown And my life has passed me by And my life has passed me by And I don't know why I keep searching for something that I never found While these weeds get deeper as I turn around And time growns older and I've grown colder So long has passed that I forgot to count These weeds have grown where the sun once shown And I can feel it Today I cut off all the ties Been led blind for all this time But somewhere in between the lies Are the hearts and minds of those who tried And although I've heard your lies... This space between us... 3: Gently Sentimental Humble prostitution Sanitizing crush Sesame hallways Yourself is priceless with yourself is in Lust Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine Mockinngbird, mockingbird Translucent sea Mockingbird, mockingbird Please come rescue me Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine Mockingbird, mockingbird Mockingbird, mockingbird Gently sentimental Found your future, felt your fight And I found yours, and you found mine... Mockingbird, mockingbird Mockingbird, mockingbird 4: Tangerine Funnel down straight through the clouds Like an ever flowing stream Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine... 5: My Mind Is Dangerous I look in the mirror and guess what I see A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game 6: Neg Sea shells raise hell to the soles of my feet Why don't you open your minds to the sweet? I tripped and fell down... Falling down deeper, down deeper within Love me and I'll love you so make love to me I tripped and fell down... Falling down deeper, falling down deeper, deeper There's only one way to fall Life's an illusion, lost in seclusion Life can be groovy tasty to all I tripped and fell down... 7: Lead You Astray You give what you get Nothing more and nothing less Smile when needed to Speak when spoken to I won't lead you astray I won't lead you astray Candyman... Take what, what you need As long as it's free Come run away with me We'll run far away I won't lead you astray I won't lead you astray Candyman... Let go of what's real Show me what you feel Don't you be afraid I won't lead you astray Candyman... I won't lead you astray... 8: Heroin Dreams And it was never enough And it was never enough now That heroin stuff Traveling through Daddy's arm now Cuffed in that junk who knows if I would survive Once you start shooting, forget living life Lost in your shadows, no soul, no backbone Sucked in, locked down, spinning breakdown, heroin whores Everybody's talking about heroin dreams... What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life? Scream at me, back slap me, chew off my ears And I can't stop this sickness, I've been trying for years Deeper and deeper lies, sensational fears They're here just to guide you as we age through the years Everybody's talking about heroin dreams... What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life? What the fuck you ganne do with the rest of your time? I'm lost in your shadows... 9: None We once were one but now we just are over We'll talk things out, perhaps I'll lend my shoulder Now none is waht we have become, we're falling Where nobody knows, inside the unknown, still falling I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within In this life I've naturally grown bolder In this life, desperation's frozen As desperate as we are they see no movement Stagnant situations can be fuming I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within... And now we're none... I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within... And now we're none... 10: Angry Tree I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree Can you see the world I see? Everybody slips including....me 11: Hemophiliac In Me Used memories are blasphemy Vulgar show offensively Hemophiliac in me Sacred blessings, blessed me Hemophiliac in me... Shallow persons hollow you Here my heart is pumping glue I'm running away, away from you Hemophiliac in me... Smoke tracks in my fingers So ease the speed back... Hemophiliac in me... 12: Desire Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we choose Never again will I trust a friend Cause I know I'll always lose... No desire to live No desire to change No desire to try Cause it always stays the same No desire Disregard all of my words, I don't feel that way today Disregard everything I've done, it meant nothing anyway I'm comfortable feeling miserable And I never want to change... 13: Whispers You probably heard all about it You probably heard every word It didn't take long for them to spread it It didn't take long to spread the word You can whisper if you want to You can call me shat you will You can cower in your corner Or you can say it to my grill Smiles come from the fake ones They'll pretend to be your friend They'll cut you down just to have fun Then kiss your ass to make amends And I wish I may and I wish I might... You never know who really starts it You never know who's talking shit In the end it doesn't matter Cause in the end, they're all on your list And I wish I may and I wish I might... 14: River Runs Red (re-zamped) I got the razor at my wrist 'Cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found I said oh, come on baby, oh, come on The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I knew there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light No don't be surprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'... 15: Let's Pretend (trippin') In the stillness of the night My eyes are closed My mouth is wide I could see her face Her beautiful hair I could recognize She looks at me cold She probably don't know who I am Mommy it's me It's Keith You had me back when But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she But sometimes I like to pretend That she holds me I quess I can't Because show doesn't know who I am My mind it's dreaming God it's so misleading Do you think it's 'cause I've grown old Is it true what I was told You cried to leave me You know I know it's not your fault You had a husband who was selfish and cold Believe me I know Believe me I know Now I hear you used to treat me cold You dissappeared and left me all alone I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong 'cause both of you were always getting Were always getting Were always getting stoned Were always getting stoned... 16: Tangerine (re-zep) Funnel down straight through the clouds Like an ever flowing stream Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine...