BLIND Are you ready?! This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to live a life that seems to be a lost reality that can never find a way to reach. My inner selfesteem is low. How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind. This time I look to see what's between the lines! I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... I'm blind BALL TONGUE There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, a person, a person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?! Ball Tongue! -You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me Ball Tongue! -The rag I'm on, we are justified Ball Tongue! -Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit Ball Tongue! -What have you done for me?! Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?! Ball Tongue! -You have come to take from your buddy Ball Tongue! -You have never been so funky Ball Tongue! -The higgle got sick of me Ball Tongue! -Ahh, the dick is fine for the day Ball Tongue! -Your brother took it from me Ball Tongue! -Unidetified enemy Ball Tongue! -Come fucking back to save us and gave up Ball Tongue! -They've come to deliver me You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated) I'm not going to give in How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (repeated) Ball Tongue! -They've driven right by my friends Ball Tongue! -They've taken the take above me Ball Tongue! -You're a psycho monkey Ball Tongue! -They've come to enslave me Ball Tongue! -They've jacken themselves onto me Ball Tongue! -Your fuck'n gangster signs Ball Tongue! -They've come not to save them, but they take Ball Tongue! -Fuck'n death to fuck'n me You're psychopaths (repeated) Ball Tongue! -Berome's dead at the technodrome Ball Tongue! -You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? Ball Tongue! -It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger Ball Tongue! -Can I die?! Can I die?! Ball Tongue! -And then, the man kept kick'n me Ball Tongue! -He gets him on, they're cool Ball Tongue! -He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head Ball Tongue! -No more, he's rid of you. You're a Dyke! NEED TO I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but fell the pain I hate you! Why are you taken? I love you! I feel so helpless Why is it you? ripping my insides each time I'm with you why do I try? why do I really need to? Why!! Fuck you, bitch! need to. . . fuck. . . slut CLOWN life is within my body four clicks. . . alright go *click* *click* *click* four I just said, you faggot piece of shit on the ground ahh! four? four. four? *click* *click* *click* Noooo! Oh, hey, what are you talking about Ross? Hey, the song's on! (hey Ton Ton) . . . Ern! . . . Ern! . . . Ern! . . . hey, are you saying so there's no clicks hey, we're recording, now start Just fucking do it damn it! *click* *click* I wanna get a twist. I wish we could put twist on a fucking tape. . . stupid Wanna hear it? Fuck you! Fuck you! Huh Hueh Goooo! Okay. . . you piece of shit! Anger inside builds within my body Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me! -Do you want me to begin, if you like (The pain will begin) ( Your pain will begin) Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me! You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tatooed body to hide who you are Scared to ne honest, be yourself A cowardly man! I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna-be To come out Hit me because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split. I'm just too fucking little! (3x) I'm just a fucking mental! (4x) DIVINE I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I see the face through everyone Inside I've just begun! You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around Your body's going down! You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine Tell me why you never liked me Tell me wht it is you fight me [Tell me why, so you'll fight me] Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me -You wait, to dumb run anyone [. . .you don't want anyone] Oh well. . . You know what, Fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you?! Fuck no! I'm better than you! Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?! You try to see what you got Me ripping at your brain! FAGET Him! Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away Him! I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him! Why do you treat me this way? Made to hate to stay [Made the hurt stay] I sound like I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all th pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw me away Faget! I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son you fake, if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck?! Right now I got something to say to all the people that think I'm strange and I should be out here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved to a world that never appreciated shit YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!! He had my gun but he had to find the money [He might come, but he has a body mighty] any say, anyway, don't wanna say, anyway, any say, going away, don't wanna say, anyway I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world All my life, who am I? I'm just a faget! Faget! I'm a faget! Faget! I'm not a faget What am I? Faget! You mother fucking queers! SHOOTS AND LADDERS Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down London bridges falling down, my fair lady Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home . . . this old man came, Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow! Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow! Baa baa black sheep have you any wool Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow! Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow! Baa baa black sheep have you any wool Mary had a little lamb! Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full PREDICTABLE Go! I can, in every way Mistake the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say that I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away It's so predictable I can, in every way, feel the stress that tangles up inside Too blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives You run away to the cover of their pointless ties You ask me? It's so predictable I'm gonna try I'm gonna die I'm gonna try another day Silence overwhelms my mind who is to say If I have the time, oh why should I pray for all the hate to go away another day I can never break free You wait for me I call out to you Another day I'll live forever! FAKE I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie, that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand, oh, the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Let! It all go [I look] at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? You try so hard to be wanted -False emotions tells you fronted I feel being a person relies on one thing: Be yourself, let you come through you're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be Be yourself, let you come through! Fake! -You'll regret it, you'll regret it LIES I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid Your run, while you're so in pain Do you ever see it [out from] outside your fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you I want to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you Kept all these useless lies I want you to fear, fill you on up inside Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time I tried, you win My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain! Go! HELMET IN THE BUSH 'ello, esta Caco et eres Caco Well, you know , you fuck'n call me the Caco, okay? I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing This isn't mine Why Days keep passing A lot of time me? I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight Everyday confronted circumvents giving in I just wanna know why! Don't give it up Don't hit my stick I keep asking Well, again, please try It is haunting This takes my mind Why Days keep passing Line after line me? I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight Please God help me Please God help me Please God help me from my painful situation Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God Oh, please GOd don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die DADDY Mother please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done, remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat You've raped! I feel dirty It hurt! As a child Tied down! That's a good boy And fucked! Your own child I scream! No one hears me It hurt! I'm not a liar My God! Saw you watching Mommy why?! Your own child It's alright I didn't touch you there Mama said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared I fucking hate you! Mother fucker! Mother Fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck You! You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life! I wanted to die! I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh Why'd you fuck'n do it to me? I Hate You! I Fuck'n Hate You! I Hate You! Why?! I Hate You!