All I want in life is to be happy (happy). 
It seems funny to me.
How fucked things can be.
Everytime I get ahead.
I feel more dead. 



FALLING AWAY FROM ME

Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flew with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Hear what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me. 
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flew with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me. 

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground. 

(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
So down. 

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground. 

Pressing me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away. 

It's falling away from me. 

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sad.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground. 



TRASH

How did it start?
Well, I dont know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh and it smells fresh.
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls they make me feel so god damn
exhilarated.
I feel them up, I can't give it up.
The pain that I'm just erasing. 
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you. 

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away. 

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you.
And make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is fuck it away. 

I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you. 

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away. 

I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away.
I just throw you away. 



FOR YOU
This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me. 
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate. 

You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you. 



BEG FOR ME

Everyone is looking at me.
I can't get out of bed.
There is evil in my head.
Everyone just let me be.
Because when I hit the stage.
It is gone and I am free. 
Goddam you say you'll get up for me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for
me.

Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in shame.
And I could not have my pain.
Everyone please let me be.
'Cause we're on stage.
And it's gone and I am free. 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for
me. 

I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just know one day.
I won't give up. 

Everyone just let me be. 

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.

Goddam you say you'll get up with me.
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me.
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for
me.

Be there, for me. 



MAKE ME BAD
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion. 
I thought it would be fun and games (would be
fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you. 

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made
me bad.

All I wanna do it look for you.
And when I fix, you needed to.
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.

What does it mean to you?
For me its something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you
. 
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made
me bad. 

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh made
me bad. 

Just made me bad. 



ITS GONNA GO AWAY
Ooh, fuck, fuck, fuck.
I've gotta let her go (What happened?).
(What happened then?).
Never let it up, let it up, let it up.
Ah! Let it up. 
I dont want this to go away (Go away).
I'm so scared (Going away).
I can't stand what's going on (It's going away).
We all crumble (It's still gonna go away).
(It's still gonna go away).
We crumble under pressure (pressure).
Pressure (pressure).
I can't go living on... 



WAKE UP

Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up! 
Each day more frightening.
All of us wanna die.
The pressure's tightening.
I don't even want to try.
Should I take all the stupid bullshit.
What makes them think they can get away with
it.
I'm not happy.
I wish they just...

Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!

Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!

I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.

No more fighting!!
I swear I'm gonna leave.
Talking shit to spite me.
I wish we just.. 

Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up!
Wake the fuck up! 

I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for.

I can't take no more.
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers.
Each one I would die for.
Please just let it go.
All the heads are blown.
Let's take the stage and remember what we play
for. 

Remember what we play for.
Remember what we play for. 



AM I GOING CRAZY

Am I going crazy?
Am I going insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost to escape? 
Nothing is right.
I am so scared. 



HEY DADDY

Let me see (let me see).
How my life has been (taken).
Taken.
This demon (haunts me).
Haunts me.
They're waiting (help me).
Help me. 
You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them. 

Hey, daddy (Daddy).
They are taking me (away).
Biting.
Facing him (my soul).
My soul.
They're eating.
Please help me. 

You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them. 

They carry this thing inside of me.
Wants to get out.
All it does is scream and shout.
I'm trying not to let them out.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
They tell me to hurt myself.
But I'm not going to listen. 

You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them. 

You fuck me up.
I can't get down.
You pick me up when I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them. 

Hey, Daddy (waiting). 



SOMEBODY, SOMEONE

I can't stand to let you in.
I'm just watching you.
And I don't know what to do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Feeling all the hurt you hide.
Thought you were my friend.
Seems it never ends. 
I need somebody someone.
Can't somebody help me.
All I need is to be.
Loved just for me. 

Giving you this and that.
Giving gave nothing back.
It's all related to.
All the things I do.
Feeling like a fool inside.
Seeing all the things you tried.
I am nothing. 

I look I sign.
I need someone.
Inside to help me out.
With what I'm trying.
I'm crying, I'm frying.
In a pile of shit.
I'm dying.
I'm dying.
I'm dying 

I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone. 

I need somebody (someone).
Somebody (somebody).
Someone. 

Someone. 



NO WAY
Lately things won't go my way.
Lately everything is grey.
It feels like something.
It feels like.. nothing 
So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way. 

So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way. 

So I'm angry for today.
Anger's the only thing I've made.
It feels like something.
No it's.. nothing. 

So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way. 

To live this way. 

Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me I can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me I can't
Wait to give them these feelings of hating.
Deep down inside me to all to take.
Ripping at me.
They're ripping at me.
Ripping at me. 

So I came to find.
To end up this way.
Feeling like I'm god.
Feeling there's no way. 

(Hating, feeling, falling to the
Place where people haunt me I can't
Help but keep from falling to the
Place where people call me!) 



LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED

A man is crying, takes me to a certain place.
Which I don't often mind.
You see a family walking.
Always thinking of being somewhere else in
time. 
So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had. 

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
. It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.

Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane. 

Time is ticking, it makes me feel content.
With what I have inside.
Constant paranoia surrounds me.
Everyone I see is out to get me. 

So I fall face down in a rut.
I can't seem to get out of.
Please wake me.
Please give me some of me back.
The feelings I had. 

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle. 

Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane. 

You make me feel insane.
You make me feel insane. 

Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I can't handle.

Let's get this party started.
I'm sick of being you.
You make me feel insane.
We don't give to you.
Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane. 



WISH YOU COULD BE ME

I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
I wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how she kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't lookin' at me.
While you are raping me.
You are taking my life.
And sellin it tee hee.
Why should I complain.
At least it helps my pain.
I am very cool now.
And it doesn't blot my fame. 
I am going insane.
This shit is all about pain.
I cannot retain as the shit oozes out my brain.
Wish you could be me.
And then as you would see.
How tired I am.
And how you kept the best of me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
At least you couldn't look at me.
While you're raping me.
You fuckin pussy! 



COUNTING

I can't bare to face what's growing in my head.
Please get away from me.
Take advantage of what I still guess you do.
One day you'll pay for me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. 

You just see me as something you throw around.
You were there for me (there for me).
Beating down to the ground, yes it always
seems.
You take more from me (from me). 

So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. 

It's funny how we get started.
They get their money from the things on you.
They get your money and the girls and the fame.
I only do it for the fun.
That's my game. 

So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. 

So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain.
You will be there counting. 



DIRTY (Secret Track)

Keep knocking.
No one's there.
Pouring down.
Near be felt. 
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again.

Keep hoping.
Nothing to spare.
So my life.
Isn't quite there.
Feel like a whore.
A dirty whore.
Such a whore.
Dirty. 

I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again.

Into you.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck. 

I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
Ripping my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same.
I just wanna laugh again...